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 Hello there Karina here 

I wanted to say this is my last post as I am 

Leaving this blog for good , I know I 

Never posted a lot , but I am mentally 

Unstable , I thought I would write about it 

 in my Noval , but after discussing it with

Family and let's say a Therapist I took the 

Decision , I am leaving the blog , 

It was an amazing journey , and I loved it

But for me it's a dead end 

Let me tell u something,  don't run away

From things , yea I am running too

But I am running cuz I have other things 

But of u love something and want to pursue 

It never ever give up , always love yourself 

Remember,  we are never made to be 

Perfect , how come we be perfect if this 

World itself ain't perfect " it's a beautiful and 

Brutal lie!!" 

I might meet some of u in the future 

Or might get in contact idk how 😅

But for now that's it from my side 

Xoxo Karina 

Teenage Lies chapter 1

 I sat on a bus after waiting for a 

long time in the dark, as it

 started to rain heavily...

I opened the window as the cold

 wind touched my skin, sending 

goosebumps all over my body 

suddenly, as I looked up, I saw a young boy at the last seat....

he had thick brown hair....amber eyes....and tears???? 

he looked young, so I started to get up when a sharp voice hit my ears and I couldn't get up....

Tiana!...Tianaaa hurryyy 

.......

"ahhhh!" I screamed while trying to catch my breath and saw "Dia"?.."What's wrong?" I asked. "What's wrong?" she said with a cold face."It's the grand festival stUpiD!"...I jerked up my bed realizing that there's a whole daNm festival in Moscow city of Russia... I quickly ran to the bathroom to change as Dia was fixing her hair "You ready?" she shouted "wait let me put on my Hijab" I shouted back , as I came out of the bathroom she grabbed my wrist and we ran to our door " Shoes Diaaa!" " oh yeah " she said. I put on my brand new shoes, and we ran down the stairs of our apartment and reached the door outside...." Ready when you are.." I said," sooo..." Dia opened the door and ..... whoa, we both gasped... " it's beautiful.." I said," I know, right? " Dia answered with the same reaction ..... "Yeah," I said. " it's so beautiful all the stalls and decorations.... It's just perfect..." 

"Tiana! Dia! come here.." A deep but smooth voice called out our names as we turned back to look and "Big broo!!" Dia shouted with delight and hugged her big brother." Ahh, I missed you!" she said while hugging him then he looked at me and said " hey, long time no see " I waved and said " haha hi , it's been a long time, you grew healthier and more attractive huh" I said mockingly while laughing, I stepped closer as Dia jumped back to me and hugged me tight... " Haha, Pardon me!?" I asked . Oh, come on, Sista, you ma best friend!!" she said with a cute smile." Let's go eat you all I am staaarving. ".... she jumped back and started walking, taking quick steps towards the food stalls , I followed her. " Wait, you little hungry bird.." Danyal laughed, and I looked back, realizing he's there too." Come on, Danyal or you'll miss out on the food.." he laughed louder and followed us.......

This is goood!!" Dia whispered while eating an egg sandwich for breakfast " Eat slowly you big baby you are gonna chock on it" I replied and boom Dia started to cough as I said that SENTENCE " "Oh my I just did" she said....

I took a look at Danyal as he was looking at her with pity eyes.." Everything okay?" I asked as he shifted his gaze towards me "Yeah..he replied " I just can't believe we grew up so much and so fast " he said with a warm smile "I know right!" Dia interrupted "I wore my shoes I.. mean my Favorite Shoes yesterday and they didn't fit..how rude " she said with a cute pout as Danyal and I looked at each other blankly and then started to laugh " Whaatt! it's true " Dia said " we know we know " I replied while patting her head " your face was priceless at that moment when you realized they didn't fit " I said and Danyla laughed harder " oh my my you guys didn't change at all!" he said in-between his laugh as all three of us laughed.....

it *IS* true,,, the first time we met we were just innocent *Teenagers* more like lost teenagers , lost , confused , broken , lonely filled with dust and filth in our hearts....But Now! 

we changed we suffered but we changed, we have each other now and we started our new journey long ago! Time flies by so fast.... and to be completely honest I don't even want to remember some of those memories that are still * Stuck * in the back of my head those "Teenage Lies" 

as I was lost in thoughts Dia shouted " Wait!" I shifted my gaze to her worried thinking she chocked again; Danyal was worriedly looking for another line from her mouth.....

" we still have memories and pictures and videos of those TIMES Tiana!! ......right!?" Let's go and see em!" 

I smiled realizing it's true" Sure " Danyla said " I'm in... but let's look around first......if that's okay?" Dia and I exchanged gazes and said " Deal!!"...........

Pixel thoughts !

 Hello everyone this is Karina , so I wanted to share a web with you guys which is called Pixel Thoughts 

Let me show you how it works:

Search Pixel thoughts in Google 

Then you'll get a page , click on the Pixel Thoughts on Top ( it's highlighted in blue)

When you click on that , a page will open up for ya like this :...

After like 5 secs they will give you some space to write what's bothering you , it can be anything you guys , I wrote overthinking 

You can write , depression or any other problem

Then you will get a not so big but big star , and afterwards,  see it yourself,  it will make you feel much better! 

Hope you liked it and it made you feel better it's simply a 60 seconds meditation tool , I tried it and it works ! 

                          -XOXO KARINA-

Bobaa

 

So you all I'm trying to make this Boba drink

I like doodling and you know sketching , but I 

never coloured them,  and it was my first time!!

So I coloured it and as you can see half of the 

straw is blue and half brownish orangish 

And I coloured it all blue 😅✊️😁 

Yeah and also mine doesn't look cute idk why 

It looks normal 😅✊️

Naniii!!??

 

YOU GUYS TODAY ISN'T INTERNATIONAL FRIENDSHIP DAY!!

I know it's random but like a lot of people wished me they are like " Happy international friendship day " I am like huh?? 😂💁‍♀️

A lot of people are posting about it 😂

My Noval

 The noval that I am writing right now is "Teenage Lies", I am still working on it and I'll post first chapter of it soon.

I AM BACK!!

 

Sorry my name's spelling is wrong 😅 

it's Karina

 

Chapter:3 

I spent last night thinking about the journal, who picked it, Will the person read it ? Of course, she/he will be stupid not to...

I gather my thoughts and went to school, all the time I kept thinking about the journal 

I'm sitting in the bus along with Kristina "Come on stop worrying so much, you will find it" She says. 

I let a cold breadth out "hopes so"

 “look let's go there and take a look around the park maybe a kid picked it and throw it because it was anything interesting.” she says, putting a hand on my shoulder.“ "Sure, why not it's my only hope anyway” 

“After we find it. Will you let me read it?” 

“NO” 

“Come on, OMG Jess don't tell me you wrote about a boy.” 

 I laugh as soon as she says that “Yeah if the boy is from Luka from Miraculous Ladybug." 

 The bus stop is where I get off the bus “Okay see you at the same time“she says I nod "Okay bye"  

I went to my room, opened Instagram, and started continuously scrolling. It’s 4:30 now. I can't wait any longer. I should go look around and Kristina can come whenever she wants. 

I reached the park and looked around where I had said yesterday but found nothing I got tired and sat down on a bench hoping that I never see the person who found it. “I should go now,” I whisper to myself.  

“Looking for something?” someone said from behind me. I turned my back until I'm facing the person. It's a boy from our school. I know that because he's wearing a jacket with the” NY logo” on it. He looks a year older than me and probably has light brown eyes.

“No why, would you think that?” I hesitated before lying to him because he was the last person I hoped might have the journal.

 “Well, I don't know. You’ve been wondering around for an hour, looking for something you can't find.” he smiles after saying "And I happen to found something”

 Ohh no 

“It depends on what you found. What did you find anyway?” I ask him.

“Are you the half-blood prince?”He smirks 

 Oh no he has my journal I didn’t want to write my name and so instead I wrote this book as the property of the half-blood prince. It’s one of my favorite scenes from harry potter. 

 “What makes you think I am? I am tiring too hard to hide my expression but I can tell that it’s written all over my face 

“Let’s see there's a J written and on the something I found.” He runs his hand through his hair as he continues saying” It's the same as the necklace  you’re wearing”

 “Can I have it? Did you read it?” 

“Yes and yes,” he says while smiling. “What’s your name or should I call you the half-blood Prince? I'm Josh, Josh Harris”.

I smiled at him “ Jessica Miller” Just before he was about to say something else Kristina appears from behind him she looks confused right now "Josh, What you're doing here? Did I miss something?" She’s facing me now 

“This person has my journal,” I tell her so she would be less confused she smirks and now she's facing Josh “Can you return her journal, or else she’ll be talking non-stop about how much she hates you” elbow her and Josh laughs a little 

 How could she do this to me? At least she's speaking her mind.

Josh takes something out of this bag

My journal…-

“Here have it. It has some….vivid stuff .”Josh hands me the journals and says “Keep watching and writing Jessica. You’re good at it” 

I can feel that redness in my cheeks, I don’t know if I’m blushing or angry at him

A bit of both guess 

“Hope we never meet again!” I said and then run away 

Oh, what did I just do? I run to my home, go straight to my room and drop down on my bed. What's wrong with you Jessica? You can’t just say stuff like that and run away. Now I do hope I never see him.

Wait how does Kristina know him? 

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